7/4/15

I think I numbered my last post wrong because I was so out of it. I'm unsure now. I might fix it up later.

I'm going to apologise about posts like that, ones where I'm irrational and confused or hurt.

It embarrasses me. Although I guess the point of this "blog" is to document how I'm feeling each day and a few things that happen. As a way for me to keep track of myself. It doesn't stop me from being embarrassed that someone will read it though, or that they will pass judgement on be based on posts like that - when I'm not myself.

On another note. I did a lot of things today, or at least a lot for me. Which is good, I've been trying to set goals so I can get things done and feel like I've accomplished something during the day. I did the paperwork for my tax file number, tried on shoes for my semi (which was scary because they were heels and I have trouble walking in heels), went shopping, made some Nutella cat-shaped sandwiches, worked on cosplay and packed my bags for my upcoming camping trip.

When I say upcoming, I mean tomorrow.

I'll be away for five days, four nights so I probably won't be able to post anything for a long while. Hopefully though, I will have fun and I'll be able to get over the whole not-liking-camping thing.

(Having brought books and my 3DS may help with that, hehe.)

Well that's it for tonight. I'll continue to try and keep my spirits high, even though that's actually quite a lot of effort. Also, if anyone reads this, I hope that you are having a nice day/night. Whichever is applicable. :)